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Tuesday, August 31, 2010 Tuesday, August 31, 2010

my old long lost secondary best-sister-lesbian-close-friend.

i get to meet her today . i miss her alot. only god know's. and she whisper at me "i miss you." & i replied back "i miss you too." sweet much ? i know. (:

well for today i dont know and i dont think much what to update, how to update.

i'm sick like one nabehy chibai girl today & i cant stop coughing. my head turns out to be dizzy and it kills me. i better stay at home and have a rest tomorrow.

even i'm fucking sick , i get so many shit's problem's today & i dont know how to handle it or put this tears away. i just need someone to be there & here my cry , hug me tight & cheered me up .

i cant tolerate this nonsense . i know i'm a bad girlfriend more ever a suck bestfriend. i'm not prefect. i don't want to live in this world. i want some peace. )':

i serious dont want to cry every month or everyday just because of love or guys. but i just did. im not strong & everyone know that.

PS: a guy came up to me when i was with mira after we went out from the toilet. here the convo.
him: hey , ite simei eh ?
me: huh ? *look behind cause i tot he was referring to mira but actually is me* . err , nope.
him: thenthen , name sape ni ?
me: emiliya . *repeat alot of tyme.*
him: ohhh, boleh kenal kenal ?
me: attached ah .
him: buat kawan ?
me: tk boleh . sorry .
him: ader facebook ?
me: oh ader . *and i give hym my addy*
then he ask whether i fasting or not and of course i say no. tak ke dher tak nampak muke ku pucatt ?

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cerita tentang ako dan dia.

Monday, August 30, 2010 Monday, August 30, 2010

Despite all of those shitto's, you're still the one i love.

Sorry if i annoyed you. Sorry if i messed up with you. Sorry for my lack of understanding. And sorry cause even i push you away you loved and still love me. I’m sorry for everything. ♥

I will be more than happy if we just spend the day together, not doing anything but just sitting beside each other, sharing the silent moments together with you.

babygerl's below , i had so much fun with you four ladies . thanks for everything. to light my day every single time. you girls who have been there for me thru thick and thin. i'll never forget those advises, helping hand you girls have given me. ♥

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PORRIDGE.

Sunday, August 29, 2010 Sunday, August 29, 2010

PORRIDGE LIKE AGAIN. !!!

i'm tempting to have chicken porridge like again lah .

anyone can buy for me or cook for me ? i'll give you 1 cent each . :D :D

my throat hurts me read bad each day.

idk what to do. i dont want to go polyclinic cause no use uhh.

i've just done eating my old medicine but nothing change .

i think i'll be dead by this week uh.

IM WEAK. IM SICK. I NEED SOME OXYGEN ! XD XD.

tomorrow school and i dont think im going to school either.

i wanna meet bhy. i wanna hug hym.

i miss him , but do he miss me ? ):

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JB.

Saturday, August 28, 2010 Saturday, August 28, 2010

well, today go JB with family. at first i dont want to follow as i'm superb sick and i'm weak but i have to. taknak tinggal rumah sorang sorang peh pasal.

soo first thing we go is to take our hari raya baju kurung at tempah places. my auntie never fast and she wanna eat but JB where can eat. kena gantung tin and jalan satuu bandar siakk. haha. so my auntie pack up and eat in the car , infront of me. -.-

then go my aunt house at jalan padi. she just moved there. the house was fucking big & i feel like i wanna shift my ownself there too ! ^^ we break fast and i eat porridge and a mineral water. pathetic kan ? tawuu. i feel like i wanna eat ayam bakar , ikan bakar, siput isap, ice cream chocolate, cake chocolate, keropok leku buttt NO APPETITE SIAA. bubur pun bubur lahhh . ):

then after break fast, mama all go shopping while me sleep all the way in the house. gerek gyler. heh !

okay lah , i wanna sleep. lastly , i miss my boyfrend fucking much .

girlfriend's , i miss you girls too. YAYA,NANA,AYU,EIKA !! ):

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with SPH.

Friday, August 27, 2010 Friday, August 27, 2010

before anything , i wanna say that i meet bhy at tampines cause i miss him so much . do slack with some of his friends and it turn out to be good lah. i saw alep and he was so shocking when he saw me there. haha.

then went out to geylang with sabrina, zakiah, zahari, rarayeon, sugarenny , yana , ayushortie, nuttynad, erul , bull & two of their friends. we break fast together and i had much fun with them. (:

then meet syqin for a while. she promise me after walk walk at bazaar she gonna meet me at grandlink but last minute she need to go home & i understand her situation. tu lahh , kan dah tkder freedom. hate you uh deqq ):

we straight go grandlink and booked room for us to karaoke. after karaoke,meet afiq,ejal, botak, apit, apai, haikal, ihsan, kiki, jaja, fathul. dah slack slack together, then i go home with zahari , bobby and zakiah.

stop at pasir ris and then i meet bhy at tamp. mendak peh pasal . haha ! then go home toook teksi lorrrr and arrive and 2 plus am ..;D :D