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my old long lost secondary best-sister-lesbian-close-friend.
i get to meet her today . i miss her alot. only god know's. and she whisper at me "i miss you." & i replied back "i miss you too." sweet much ? i know. (:
well for today i dont know and i dont think much what to update, how to update.
i'm sick like one nabehy chibai girl today & i cant stop coughing. my head turns out to be dizzy and it kills me. i better stay at home and have a rest tomorrow.
even i'm fucking sick , i get so many shit's problem's today & i dont know how to handle it or put this tears away. i just need someone to be there & here my cry , hug me tight & cheered me up .
i cant tolerate this nonsense . i know i'm a bad girlfriend more ever a suck bestfriend. i'm not prefect. i don't want to live in this world. i want some peace. )':
i serious dont want to cry every month or everyday just because of love or guys. but i just did. im not strong & everyone know that.
PS: a guy came up to me when i was with mira after we went out from the toilet. here the convo.
him: hey , ite simei eh ?
me: huh ? *look behind cause i tot he was referring to mira but actually is me* . err , nope.
him: thenthen , name sape ni ?
me: emiliya . *repeat alot of tyme.*
him: ohhh, boleh kenal kenal ?
me: attached ah .
him: buat kawan ?
me: tk boleh . sorry .
him: ader facebook ?
me: oh ader . *and i give hym my addy*
then he ask whether i fasting or not and of course i say no. tak ke dher tak nampak muke ku pucatt ?