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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 Wednesday, March 31, 2010
three sticks straight i smoke just now. i wass pissed off in the morning. i cry again. -.- talk things with baby. but wait! baby cry ferst till makes me so touched & i cry too. omg ! like drama. but seriusly. i know its my fault lahh. i keep nagging , scold hym. sorry yeah baby ? i love you !
baby then say "bhy, i nak makan tros i tdo jap , i kol u balek kay? i janji." but when i wait for his call, he didnt. nvm . i understand. he need some rest.
oh yah , happy birthday to my dearest bestie , azhar. i meet you tomorrow alright since today i cant celebrate your birthday. suke lah tuu dah 17. dah tuaaa! hahahha ! (cakap orang ako pun same) i dont wanna be old. i wanna be forever young lah. ):
soooo, i stay at home the whole day today. good gerl ? yes i am. even mum say that. haha ! should meet baby but forget it lahh. eat my KFC chicken wing & maggie. hahaha ! okay , i miss baby already. mwahhhhh ! :D bye peoples.
PS:You know what I wanna do? You know those pictures that’s like showing a couple kissing? And it shows how much they are so in love and as they were kissing you can see the magic surrounding that? I wanna do that. I wanna do that with you.
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i have an attitude and i knw how to use it.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010 Tuesday, March 30, 2010
WARNING! i have my attitude and i know how to use it. like azhar say, ignore it if the video is untrue. (: so im not gonna take it to heart. (: if you think im a bitch , at least i'm a classy one. unlike you , nasty one(: i'm not mean , but you are just sissy. this is my life. i do what i want & get what i need , so don't interfere my imperfect life. did god make you very special ? NO. everyone is imperfect . don't judge people & care people's life when you yourself is imperfect. get what i mean ? i keep my blog public not for you to spam's. if you unsatisfied with me, write your name or come straight to me, okay? but if you wanna be my hater's , come check up on me. you're just loser i bet. i don't mess with you if you don't. if you have grudges on me, add me at msn. don't be succha coward alright. i'll be waiting.
so today , i meet ayushortie ferst. we both romantic gtu lepak together ngah hujan2. & she smoke. im not teaching her,she the one who want it.NOTTY AYU! then proceed pasir ris with ayu & haikal. meet azhar at downtown, go yaya house. lisa was there too. cook maggie for me myself. haha! then webcaming with my msn gereks people.
bring yaya laptop along. slack under th void deck. saw hirah baby. (: after that meet baby,zahari, elysah, syqin & cat too. things getting better with catmeow. i dont wish to fight nomore aye. (:
slack till 5 plus. took bus to punggol. decided to go home straight but baby strictly say no. so we go pasar malam & i bought CORN. haha! eat eat eat , slack at ss. bet with baby a game. who lose must give ciggy. haha ! kecohkecoh! then baby & zahari send me home. before that, we saw two cats. i decided to buy for them their food & i just did. dapat pahala kann ?! ;D
i love baby so muchhhh. sorry for neglecting you.):
Monday, March 29, 2010 Monday, March 29, 2010
yesterday pictures. decided to meet noramira only but then i slack with haikal & kiki too. (: play taiti, tacteam like crazy people. laugh here and there. gossiping with noramira since we got alot to talk about. from there i decided to msg catmeow & ask hows life & etc. luckilly she reply & luckily i msg her ferst kalau tak sampai lobang kubur pun dua dua keras kepala. kay dah diam. i miss you CATTTT! (:
after slacking then i follow my parents to ecp and have my dinner. i eye candy alot of matreps but one guy i attracted with . i kinda feel his moree quiet guy. his friends all kecoh type but he have that sweet smile & very polite way of talking. i like that type of guy. oh wow woooo! kay , forget it people. dont think imma playgerl. i just eye candy. at least i still sincere with my baby. not like some type of gerls out there. tak cukup satu gtu lorr. aikkkkkkk ! random sia liya bbl pasal nik!
lets talk about today. nothing much. work with mama & yes , i sleep tyme work till 2.30. as pernormal lah. then when i wake up i realise my auntie & my grandma came. maluu whyyeee tdo abeh dorang dtg. hahah! help mama serve food then mama keep nagging saying i always sleep & all. haha. then mama say "no gaji for you today." sodehhh ! but at last dapat jugak. huahua! when we were packing and wanted to go home. my auntie say this to my grandma maid "ehh , ako duduk kat trolley ni kao tolak . mls nak jalan. kaki tk larat.dah gemuk lak tu." i laugh out loud & even the army laughed. haha ! kecoh lahhh.
now i wanna have a rest. & yes , i meeting my bbygerls tmrw. i miss you gerls but i miss my baby more. bhy , i want your kiss tmrw. wangggg ! :P & yaya , i love you so much (: cheer up & smile. mwahhh!
PS: happy 5 monthsary to ally & cicak .
& happy birthday mell ah mell.
start everyday with a smile.
Saturday, March 27, 2010 Saturday, March 27, 2010
webcaming with yayascandal befre i went out with parents. 1st pic is when yaya focusing watching her tv show. 2nd pic when she say she sad. cannot tell here. secret2.
& oh yah , since yesterday i ton , i wake up at 4 pm today. hahaha ! tu pun mak ako kejot suroh pegy jemputan. terpaksa lah ikut. :D i go people's wedding with just jeans & shirt. i never wear those kebaya/kurung dress. LAZY! hahaha. bad bad bad.
arrive there, no cute boys BUT when i wanna walk home, i saw one cute guys. but too bad, he with his gf. haha ! then i realise , im attached. so cannot melebeh. cuci mate je boleh. go hospital and visit my auntie mum in law. then go grandma house & slack slack slack. AGAIN! sakinah qamilia ask me this . "why you wear like this ? you never tutup aurat you know. you must wear like cik non, baju kurung." sian! always same dialog. am i that bad ? aiyah.
oh yah , i've just read sugarenny blog. WE, mostly me , miss you too. dont worry, we'll meet you soon kay lovely ? mwahh !
& one more thing, i get to know my biggest enemy pregnant. ohh wahh. should i laugh or should i pity her. i wanna laugh cos i guess it deserves her. every sins she make to her friends, family & strangers are too much! oppps* and i pity her cos she need to take care her baby & the baby wont have a father. kalau ada pun bapak tk btol. conferm nyer! but then , good luck in your life ehh. i know you guys would be thinking "who the fuck liya post about?" closest people know who.(:
my 7 monthsary with you baby.
Friday, March 26, 2010 Friday, March 26, 2010
Happy 7 monthsary to our relationship , fydy.
ferstly , im proud that you're mine. im proud to myself that i can go this far with you. sometymes i feel like i wanna end this r/s. i wanna end everything but we've gone thru alot together. you wanna know why i pissed off everytyme ? its because of your attitude. you lie to me every single tymes. can i say like everyday ? you did something that i dont want you to do. you've done alot of big mistakes to me. so why cant i be angry ?
every tyme i try to calm myself down and settle things with you. but its aint worth it. & sometymes , you've been jealous for something that you should not be jealous of. is it wrong to mix around with yours & mine guyfriends too ? think.
every single problems we had, still we proudly gonna fix it back. thanks for everything baby. i know you love me so much. so am i. but dont make my love fade one day. if you lie to me every tymes, no trust from me , means no love from me too.
lets go far. put the problems aside. i know, you are the one. i never even be serius with guys all this while, accept for you. & i promise you , im gonna forget the past. fuck all that! (: mwahh!
because he know me more.
Friday, March 26, 2010
i was so hyper today cause i get to meet my lovely ex-classmates. but before that i slack with amaliah, lisa, yaya, ayu,azhar & haikal ferst while waiting for boipekk to get changed. me & ayu teached amaliah how to play taiti. her blur sotong were like so cute. hope she understand bit by bit yeah ?
at 5.30 pm, walk to the bustop. boipekk came & we took bus 3 to pasir ris. lisa & amaliah took another bus while ayu went back home. arrive at downtown, the ferst thing we do is to have our lunch at mcdonalds. then , boipekk & haikal go to the pit ferst while me & jaja waiting for baby, danial & zahari. when we saw them walking, jaja hide inside the burger king and me seat outside the burger king & act blur. zahari never saw me but baby saw me. alamak! bocui! hahaha.
i saw riera after that. hug kiss her than walked off to the pit. i dont wanna elaborate alot about the pit. you guys should see the pictures yeah.
- arrive, play taiti.
- barbeque for myself cos i scared they took away my stingray , chicken & hotdogs!;D
- camwhore with those bunch of classmates.
- argue with jingli just to get the stingray. haha!
- get to meet my huda lovely baby as i miss her so much. i miss noramira too!
- brenda call me a cow but she say im jambus too. hehe!
- 10 pm plus argue with danial & baby. boipekk also kena. tsk2. but things okay after that.
- get drunk around 12 plus or 1 plus i tink. i know i talk crap.
- i remember this, zahari kinda push my face with his hand when he get drunk. it hurts. haha! but its okay.
- i never remember alot of things lah. i down when i took teksi with azhar & baby around 2.30 am.
- azhar kinda mad when i drunk. sorry yer :D
- eat at econ with both of them. i never finish the mee goreng. tastenyer lain.
- ton with both of them till 4 am plus (:
- walk home & sleeep. :D
class pit pictures.
Friday, March 26, 2010
yeah , i find it style.
haikal & my baby!
the cool guys.
jingli,azhar,weiqiang.
danial(lambang tk perlu) & boipekk, my bestie.
junloong & jingli!
bbq-ing.
cute pose.
step fierce.
the shades!
imma like a makcik2.
when they mad.
i love johnathan hair. mostly like justin:D
jingli and fydy , gayboyy of the day.
my lovely huda.(:
i love brenda for sure!
nabillah cute lil faces.
for my 7 monthsary(:
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