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Thursday, August 5, 2010 Thursday, August 05, 2010

SCHOOOL WAS AWESOMEEEE !!!

i cant wait tof tmrw modelling at the foyer. macpherson people, support me ! hehe. and i wear my own kebaya, not the red dress below. thats not kebaya. miss may rent the wrong one. my teacher cute lahh! haha.

i saw F.H in the canteeen. i wanna loook at hym but im trying to be strong. i wanna smile & laugh like mad people but i know i lie to myself. i just need him here sometiimes but time tell me why. no more hope for me to get him back. even he know i miss him so much , all he have to say is "bullshit." yes, it hurt me. he dont trust me that i miss me. he say that i can move on with so many guys out there but all he have to know is that its so hard to at least forget him for one day. no one can replace him. his unique guy i ever met. F.H, i miss you damn much . i know you dont wanna have a girlfriend at this point of time. let me be your last ex kay ? enjoyyy your life. i'll always miss you . ):

so after school, meet erikel & syuk outside school. the three of us plus nana, eika, yaya & bobby went to grandlink and karaoke.

TO you, E.
yes, i know, i lie to myself. i cant love you from the start i've known you. cause i still love my ex. but after for that 30mins long talk you say it to me, i realise, it's my fault too. i dont care about you at all.i keep on saying about my ex to you. i'm sorry. i know how you feel. yes, i cant forget my ex for now. but i hope you make me move on bit by bit. you're trying right ? thankyou kay . i promise you, this time, im going to treasure you like how you treasure me from the start. i'm going to be there for you even if you don't need me. and im going to show it to you that i'm strong to face all this problems. and im going to try to love you and forget everything about my ex. yes, you may say im crazy over my ex, but this is life. this is me. you have to accept it & keep waiting. for that 30mins talk, i realise how much you treasure me, seriously. sorry for putting you aside. this time, i wont. trust meee. (: thanks for putting your sweater at me just now when im cold. thanks for the warm hug. thanks for the kissing forehead. (: i wanna tell the whole world now that , let me love you , E. and let me forget about the past . (:






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