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Thursday, July 8, 2010 Thursday, July 08, 2010


i skipped morning lesson & IT lesson. go EE lesson at 3 pm. before 3 pm. me & nana slacked with nora & her boyfriend, ali . get to slack with eika , yaya & farah tooo. oh , i miss nini & lisa. i miss us in school like we use to actually. things started to change. everyone busy with their own things. && i saw HYM. his friends keep shouting my name to seat or talk with HYM but when i came, he ignore or whatever his been doing, i didnt care at all now. im hurt, no one know. but what the hell, nak nanges uat ape. enjoy lifee lahhhh. eversince girlfriends are there, im still shine. you know me , im strong. ^^ *fake siaa liyaa*

nehh forget about HYM laaa. his no longer for me to care or more to say , LOVE. his no longer mine i guess . maybe im too emotional to make this move ferst, but i cant take it anymore. if only you guys know what he msg me, you guys will probably been hurting like i do. only neesya, yaya & sabrina know what he replied me. i dont care , i dont give a damn. i just want to know, what he want from me. sekejap ok . sekejap tak. after this, its hard for me to move on. give me strength , god. ):

so yeahh , in EE class i sleep for 1 hour i think ? same goes to nana. our both eyebag make us ugly. & yes, we dont have much enough sleep. sodehh. i guess after this post im going to sleep ? tuu pon kalau boleh . hehe . ^^

after class, meet yaya & farah. farah walk off home. me , yaya & nana go compass point and eat KFC. thanks yaya for the treat. you know, they both make me laugh/smile throughout the day. i'm still smiling yknow even heart not even cure. what should i do ? just wait & be like a fool. (: thanks to you boy ! -.-

i realise that i've regretted rejected those guys out there because of you, boy. kay nvm. & then i realise, i still shine with my girlfriends (: oh yahh ! i make alot of silly things today. i dont want to elaborate here. NANA ! KAO DIAM DIAM JE AH KAY. TKMU POST BLOG. SHH ! MALU. water face drop siaa. haha. *laugh* kaybye!
PS; SHOULD I PRIVATE MY BLOGGGGG PEOPLEEEEE ?

boy , I’m hurt, confused, sad. I didn’t want it to end, not like this. Not at all. I feel like crying every chance I get. I honestly never thought I would feel this strongly. Why do I always get hurt? It was suppose to be different this time around. It was suppose to last. It can’t end with avoidance. Something needs to be talk about, something needs to be explained. I care. I still do. I always have. I always will.






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