You know, the times where you would wait for me to go online. The times when we’d have those stupid little fights on who loved who more. I miss when you’d over compliment me and even if i didn’t exactly take them the way you wanted me to, inside, they truly made me feel beautiful. I miss the times where we’d stay up way past our bedtimes talking about the most random subjects through the phone. When i’d webcam with you and you stare at my face for the majority of the time. I miss the times where we’d talk about our future, hoping and yearning for the best to happen. I miss the times where i’d catch you staring at me in school canteen, and i’d feel completely stupid because i was gazing at you too. I miss the times where you’d pretend to ask me something random question just to start a conversation with me. I miss going online and seeing my name next to yours with a love heart. I miss the times where i’d tell you my problems, and even if i thought i’d bore you out of interest, you would still reply back with what you thought. I miss how you’d make me feel so ontop of the world with every single word you said. I miss the times where you’d constantly remind me of how lucky you felt to have me.

I feel so ashamed that maybe i didn’t leave you feeling the same way. I feel like i didn’t ever do enough to make you feel as exceptional as you made me feel. I just miss you. And stupidly enough, i wish you’d miss me in the same way. ): I'm sorry . ):