you know , there a time where i miss you and wanna hug you but there a tyme that i wanna hate you as much i can to forget you but i just cant. how am i going to move on ? i saw you in schoool from far. at least i could see you. someone try to make me forget you , but no one could replace you. you know, its hard to face you after this breakup. i got stunt and keep my mouth shut. for all i can say , i need you back. yes , i've regretted. i try to hate you , but i cant. and i wanna give you long messages but i know you wont care to reply. you the only ex who i dont understand much . you dont want to speak up if we have any problems. you dont want to put your ego away. you are a sensitive guy i ever met. yet i still love you. im blind. i know. everytyme i read back our old messages, i burst into tears. i cant take it anymore. your words hurt me. i miss the first tyme i've known you. you such a sweet guy, as sweet as sugar. whatever i do , whenever i try , i know theres no more me in your heart. i know you put me aside from your life. i know you wont care to at least message me "hows life ?" i know you wont turn back tyme & i know im blind to love a guy like you. at the first place, why you even care to make me fall for you ? you're selfish . very selfish . i miss you so much yeahh. ):