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Friday, May 28, 2010 Friday, May 28, 2010
i should meet F.H today cause he wanna meet me at sengkang but last minute bad news from family yesterday , it hurts me. so i canceled meeting F.H cause i guess abang sufian died is more important . jumpa mayat dher hary ni last , jumpa F.H bler2 boleh . but still , F.H tot i meeting other guys. lantak kao lahh . ):
you know , its like a dream for me . i cant accept that his gone forever . his gone without saying goodbye. his gone & wont ever come back. why abang ? why you gone too fast when actually you're still young to lead your future. i miss you , you know. ): when i see your dead body right infront of me , i just cant stop crying. i feel like hugging you. why your face so black like that ? ): & you know abang , i saw you cry . I SWEAR THIS. even kak anis , fifah & all of them saw you cry . abang kumpul air mata tu. I SAW THAT . ):
you know abang , when i get to kiss your forehead , it feels me. your body was too cold . i just cant imagine how hard you're when you in the drain. im going to miss you sia abang sufian ! *cry* i feel like this is just a dream. you've gone to fast without i expected ):
and do you remember when we were young , me , you , kak anis , aideel , kak nurul & kak fikah use to play doctor nursing. ? we had fun together , you remember ? do you remember when we had an open house at my JB house , you told me that you like my big sister . i told you to win his heart till that day you shy shy to talk to her. haha . i remember that sia . haish . do you remember you fought with my big sister at serangoon park & she very mad at you , you laugh & told me to say sorry to her. but still she dont wanna forgive you. you begging her but still she dont want. you remember that ? you're sad . you msg me & told me you very guilty. how sweet of you abang ? ):
do you remember we celebrated firdaus & my birthday at cik hitam house & bring my friend along , you keep asking me for myra keai's number . when i give you , you look so happy & keep saying thanks to me. you know ,im happy if you smile or laugh . ): & now , i still remember the last tyme i meet you was at the east coast park when we had dinner together. you seat with us & talk together. that was the last tyme you know. i still miss you right now. i feel like i've lost one cousin i've treasure the most. i dont wish to lose the others like aideel, cicak, kak linda, kak ana, abang bi , kak anis & etc. may you rest in peace okay abang sufian? your tears , hurt me. ):
now people , i still cant think how this incident happened. how abang sufian can died INSIDE the drian. its either he commit suicide or someone push hym inside. idk la kay ? but what i know , he just got back from NS and his begging his mum to go out and meet someone. his mum let hym go but must promise that he go back early. at 10pm, his mum call hym , he answer this & say "tawu ma , nanty yan baik ok ? ma tkmu wisau." when at 10.30pm , his mum call hym again but cant get thru. the next day , people saw his dead body in the drain. *cry*
and what i know too that he just break off with his gerlfriend . he frustated. and also , his gerlfriend brother hate hym so much. so whats the motive now ? who he wanna meet that tyme ? im speechless. still , the police investigate. ):
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