I really think there's a reason that I like him so much. Like something is telling me not to let him go. Everytime I follow my heart,it leads me to him. I mean,what other explanation is there? Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am I see him and I can't help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me I get that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart, and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me,when he lied to me and I hated him, why then did I still feel those same feelings??? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much.

hello readers. you know what tyme i wake up today ? at 3.45pm. HAHHAA ! get a msg from sabrina. she got good dreams yesterday. for me , its a good dream for her okay . but me ? i got a bad dream. but who cares? i dont feel like crying too. i dont care about my dreams . its just hurt me, thats all. sabrina know what my dream is all about. forget it la okay ? i dont wanna think about it anymore.

i stay at home all the way today.

so i better seat at home today. i dont wanna go anywhere. next week, decided to go town again with sabrina. but this tyme i want ayu,eika,yaya & lisa to be there. i miss the four of you la ! hmmph! ):