i skipped school today . decided to stay at home alone . watch tv , play xbox , eat , sleep , bla bla bla . but cousin call me & real real ask me to meet her at school. she say that shee sad. so i quickly get change. before that , adam fetch me at punggol than we both go school together.

waited for yaya , eika & lisa at block D fourth floor. smoke ferst , go canteen . monyet came towards me & hold my hand. he even say "yeah , nary ako nan dher da matey." i quickly ran away from hym. hhahaha ! than saw johan ,danpal , jonjon , faishal & nini . the ferst thing nini saw me & told me that firman wanna slack with me . ahdui! ni anak bukan nak blg siang siang tawu. bler part kite plan nk go grandlink baru nk ajak lepak. kinda sad cant slack with hym but nvm , lain hary bolehyy .lagypun dher malu nan liya what . (:

me , adam , eika , nini , lisa & yaya proceed to grandlink. something happen between me & cousin. she walked away without telling me. i did chase her till mrt station. but didnt see her nowhere. did called her many tymes, she rejected. i feel so so hurt. the ferst person to saw me cry is adam. malu whyee ! but what to doo. dah nak nanges , nk uat ape kan . msg msg with cousin till everything okay & i feel relieved.

thanks to eika for cheering me up . i love you laa sweets ! and thanks to nini & lisa for being there too. jon jon say this "alah , lek lek , tkmu nanges" when i sing this song "retak" padahal ako nanges pasal yaya , bukan pasal putus cinta ! haha . while i was singing , than i realised that adam gone. search for hym outside. he seat alone while smoking. i do say sorry to hym cause i'm the one who are angry and make hym sad.sorry aye ? ):

so after everything settled , go inside grandlink and sing till my stress out. cousin not there with me & im not complete, i swear. after grandlink , smoke , took train to compass point. accompany adam eat his lunch . saw ina toraaa. naseb dher ingt ako. haha . then 6.30 , walked off , meet fydy . & wanna know what . he understand me abit this tyme. he ask me to choose who i think suit the best for me. he even told me about this one girl that he make friends with. hope you can move on kay , sweetest ex ? (: after we talked about our love life thingy , we both cried. susah datang kay laki nanges. i cry when he cry. it hurt's me when he hurt . sorry fydy . im still here.