I miss you
and I’m not going to be able to stop. no matter how many times i've tried. Sorry, but it’s going to keep happening. I know it shouldn’t, because chances are you aren’t coming back, and I know deep down you won’t be back for a long time, but what sucks is that I have this little tiny part of my heart that keeps hoping one day you will come back. I keep telling it to shut up, but it’s stupid and stubborn and unrealistic. I’m sorry, but I miss you. I just hope you always know that I’ll be here for you no matter how far away you are.
i miss your hugs to cheer me up. im sorry to say this even im not with you now.
people always say : “If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don’t, their love was never yours to begin with”.
sooo i let this feeling goo, soon.
OH YAH. Fcukdamn.
I need to stop looking at all those adorable pictures of young couples and listening to lovey music and shit. It’s making me miss my boyfriend even more. But he dont care to meet me. im lonely , so so lonely. i dont want history to keep playing in my mind.
I don’t get to see him for a some days. ): i just want us to be okay.