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SINGLE, BUT NOT LOOKING.
im getting tired of all this shit. i cant control my self. this feeling sucks. whenever i look at hym, i would probably break down crying or even shout my anger to hym almost everyday. the past haunting me. the memories keep repeating in my head. 7 months relationship long enuf for me. my heart still say, "why a guy whom i trust alot hurt me ?" every song i hear, i always memorize those lyrics and keep singing infront of hym like "kao pinta ku untuk setia, akhirnya kao yang berubah." "lupakan ako, kembali padanya, ako bukan siapasiapa untuk mu. ku cintaimu tak bererti bahwa ku harus memiliki mu slamanya" & etc. i'm just not that strong. im officianally single but i will be with fydy everytyme cause this love wont fade unless god will take away my love for hym. & i tryy to patch up with hym after im okay.
&& next, sorry to those people who love me so much if i do a bad things that make you people angry, sad or dissapointed. I'm stilll ME ! mwah!
about today, tak attend school.
- wake up late.
- siaping and go cp meet fydy.
- had our breakfast, then slack at sngkang + punggol.
- raining heavily until the tree break into half. scaryyyy !
- fydy hug me cause im cold. sweeeeet !
- go back at 4 plus cos i cant go back late.