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Wednesday, April 14, 2010 Wednesday, April 14, 2010
i need someone right now. real bad. you're the only one who can make me laugh with your jokes & smile when you message me. please, i need you . ):
today school ended at 3 pm. i eat mee soto with nadhirah & nora after class then we three decided to seat outside and smoke. then, someone sweet when i wanna walk. i did turned & see them. rupenyer naq number la . haha. i smile & told nora this "cepat lah jalan korang. nk lary ni dary dorang." & she laughed. haha ! BUT ! i cant escape when actually nadhirah wanna buy her boook & the shop just opposite them.
one of his member saw & say this "ehh , yang sweet tu patah alek ah." everyone stand up ,hide & look at me. then one of his friend approched & say this "my friend nk your number ah bole ?" while holding his phone . haha. i was like blanked
& say this "kenal johan tk ?"
he say "kenal , asl ?"
i say "nak number mintak johan kay ?" *smile* & walk off.
but y wanna know what ? he really ask my number from johan & johan did give. shit man. ako baru nk typu2. but nvm , buat kawan baru tk salah. amin (:
after smoking, meet danial & fydy outside my school. then go grandlink & karaoke-ing. its fun. & fydy , if only yuu knew, those jiwang song i sing it means for you. tak sadar ke ? kau lagy leh ketawe sane sini. saket haty sia. ):
yes , mmg dher msg ako mintak kenal2 or what. but not me yang pass my number snirik kat dher pe. kao nk perah ape cyter ? ako dah single pe. suke ati ako ah nk contact nan sape. & i knw you're jealous. tapi kao pk ah , dulu bler ako nan kao, kao uat ako gtu ako tk marah pe ? ako tk jealous pe ? skg kao ungkit cyter lame nan ako & ex ako asl ? cyter lame uat hal cyter lame uh. at least cyter lame tuu ako tk bodoh sangat nk patah alek nan dher while att. im single that tyme. but yuu ? after 7 month plus we've been thru thick & thin together, ni kao uat pe sia ? kao kate kao sayang ako rabak gyler. kalau kao sayang ako , kao tk uat ako gini at the ferst place. kalau kao nk revenge pun , buat ah bler kita dah lepas 1 month or what , ni 7 month siaa fydy . pk ah. kao nk panas panas asl ? sepatut nyer ako yang bngt. skg baru pk menyesal , nk kuwa kan air mata darah kao tu ? tk perlu sia fydy. i more hurt that yuu. yes , mmg ako ungkit. abeh asal ? ni cyter bukan lame, baru baru jugak. so ako berhak ungkit & marah pasal ni. kalau ako nk patah alek nan ex ako pun ,asl? kalau ako nk matey nan laki yang ngah mintak ako kenal kenal ni pun , asl ? ader susah kan kao ? ako at least tell kao the truth. EVERY DETAILS SIA. ako tk typu mcm kao uat kat ako. paham ? kao peh TRUE LOVE untuk ako dah basi ah. ako dah tk caye lagy. seriusly. ako masy syg kao , kao tuduh ako suke kan laki tu. asl sia ? kao kadang2 mepek ah. bye !
NEXT;
★kecykstar ★ said:
sejak biler kau buat gini liya
bye
you`re not the last time liya .
i`m dissapointed .
bye.
yes , i knw , they hurt when i've changed. tapi ako berubah pasal ako stress. bukan pasal ako ader kawan baru , kawan lame ako lupekan , tol ? salah ke ako angkat ni semua benda ? ako tawu ako da tk angkat lagy selama ni , but at least faham ako ah. make me satisfied after ako dah tk stress lagy. krg uat ako mayn stress ader ah. after this , kalau krg nk marah ako , tknk bbl nan ako pasal ni , it's up to yuu guys okay ? maybe i've changed. but i've changed cos i have a reason. kalau tknk maaf kan tkpe. lelaki tk faham haty pmpn ahh. tuu je ako leh cakap. tc.
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