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I DONT GET ATTACHED

Monday, April 12, 2010 Monday, April 12, 2010

"i love you tu sebab i top up kan u. i love you b."
"imy ily!"

"u,biler nk mit? i nk jumpa u! haha."

HURT.

I DONT GET ATTACHED. i dont want in a relationship now unless you prove to me that you can change. your words dont mean shit to me. i cant trust you. i dont believe you. promises are nothing but spoken words to me. i know im not your one and only so dont say so. i wont wait on your call anymore. i dont need your money. i dont need anything. love need trust & i swear 100% trust i've given to you gone. so sorry.

today , first day of school get me a bit nervous but whenever yaya was there for me, im happy. & i promise im gonna stick to yaya, lisa, nini & eika in school. DMF always kay ? get to meet yayahbeloh, nuttynad, ein, johan & etc. lazy to type. boring day & i dont wish anything for my future anymore. im weak. im not intersted in study . i dont wanna go to school . i feel like staying at home & sleep. how ? ): oh yah , same class as sabrina & iiqa. (:

nini friend ask for my number & i ignore. love hurts. guys sucks. not all eh . :D

TAG REPLIED HERE. TOOO MANYYYY;

to Nanaa Kaysiiow: mmg guys are like that. tk pk sebelum buat. yesh , single , no one control but still memories haunting me. (: relink soon!
to [M]imi[K]antorikova: you my tagged friend kan ? thnks for reading my blog & know hw i feel. tryyna be strong. link yuu soon kk ?
to MariyaMonster: if only im strong enuf like superman to overcome this feelings i would probably do & wont be crying. haha ! thnks . ):
to yanasmall: yes , i knw yuu knw how i feel cos u pernah kena before. ilyt. & thnks for the post .mwah !
to pb: maybe what yuu say it's true. idk the real story. yes, im just a stupid gerl kena busted ni macam. dah biasa dahh. kawan makan kawan ? tatawu lah plak . im blanked right now dear. i hope i deserve someone better one day. thnkyou .
to raiha: strong? maybe ? (: tk nampak yuu at school pun. nampak tegor kayy ?
to MV: you're just right! thing happen for a reason . (: & i dun have a bright side about love.
to Passerby:) : if god willing to see me smile, i would cheer up now. ):
to athira: smile selalu? i will when im with babygerl & thnks for the care aye love.
to Izan: harap2 i can sayang . thnks okay ? meet soon!
to Aisyaa: hello love. im not avoiding this fcuking r/s thingy. im just hurt. & im not rushing to be in love. kalau dah sayang , ape nk uat . tol ? yes , i knw babygerls are there for me. but life need to have opposite side of love kalau tk lonely. liya lawa ? ishk! no lah . i loveyou too!:D
to irapendek: thnkyou baby!
to passerby: hope soo. stay jambu ? tknk lah . nk jady buruk . thnkyou for passing by ! (:
to Zakiah: you will always be there for me. by hook or by crook. thats why i love you so much yeah . (:
to kiki: ni scandal ako ader je tawuu menyebokkk ! haha .
to Wilberlyn: darling ! i cant cheer up eh . how ? ^^
to Imaa: ngah smile ni bhy . tkmu wisau . haha. kay fake. -.- theres still ppl who truly loves me ? whooo ? korean eh ? :DD haish.
to Neesya: noo. 7 months lamer lah. i just cant move on. it takes tyme. thnks baby!
to Ella (passerby: thnks for the concern kay love ? ramai kat luwa tuu ? alah , lelaki tkder beza. hard to trust. thnks! :D
to Hilda: hey . he worth my tears. maybe this the biggest mistake he ever did to me. haish.
to passerby: hello love. aww, you're so concern about me. idk that people loves & care about me this much. thnks alright ? let me think for the better way of my future. thnkyou love.
to D.R: alamak !! biasa ahh . liyayu pe. tk pakai pa ? haha ! yeah , we both knw that. we always same fate luhh. kena saket haty pun same same. semua same same lah ! haha . bestfriends always like that. & we both tk trust tuu ex of our's pon. thnks love.
to mira...:if only i could trust guy's now. if only i could get a guy who respect me , listen to me, sacrifise for me , i would feel this world is mine. :D yes , you're right. thats what i wanna do now. study & forget those love story. thnkyou mira :D
to ...:idk . im just confused. idk what i want in life. but i will move on if possible. you cry ? sorryy if i make you cry . didnt mean to. hehe . (: thnks love.!
to AllySugarSepet: fydy not the best of the best la. nehh , im just confused. tatawu dher sanggup uat gini jek. i tink yuu understand me. (:
to Aisyaa: hey ,maybe what he had done to me is just one big mistakes he dont it before & this is the ferst tyme he treat me like this. yes , im hurt but at least im trying to be strong enuf to overcome all this shits. but you're right. mostly of my friends hates me going back with hym. i kinda sad cos i still love hym. it takes tyme yeah. ilysmtoo!
to Tintin Armani: i pm you soon. online chat with me. mwah !
to ...:i will think about it..it takes tyme sweetheart. thnks yeah. (:
to pb: haha ! tuu sebab uhh. liya ni terlalu baik sngt uhh bagy laki chance eh ? i will think about it (: thnks ye.
to Hirah Baby: haha ! kalau alot of fishes but satu satu pangai kontol for what . tol ? arghh . guys guys ! -.-

& you boy ! DONT BE SICK COS I HATE YOU IF YOU ARE SICK. IT MAKES ME MORE PITY YOU. SEEE ! EVEN YOU HURT ME REAL BAD, IM SOO DAMN GOOD EX GIRLFRIEND TO BUY FOR YOU PANADOL & MINERAL WATER JUST NOW. TK CUKUP SWEET KE AKO? APE DHER ADER YANG AKO TKDR ? GE LAH NAN DHER K ? I'VE DONE MY PART. (:

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