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Attached Gg To Break My Heart.
Friday, April 30, 2010 Friday, April 30, 2010












TO YOU:
this is for you.
It's pain when I look at you,pain when I see your eyes. pain every time I think of everything in the past. pain when I realize how all this could be so vast. It’s pain when I tried imagining how cruel you did to me. pain when I couldn’t get rid of the thought i had. pain when I see how satisfied she made you feel. pain, thorough pain, I fucking believe can kill me. it’s pain that keeps tugging at my heart. pain I swear I haven’t yet felt before! pain I want to escape from NOW! pain I don’t ever want to feel anymore.

so just leave me alone. you fought with almost everyone just because of me ? who am i to you? im just your ex. i know you still love me . but do you ever think , if you REALLY love me , you wont busted me from the strt? NOW i AM single , why cant i contact with other guys ? why must you control my life ? is it impossible that i need to be back withh you with this fcuking situation right now ? with your fucking attitude that i cant tolerate anymore ? cant you understand what the meaning of MOVE ON? is it that hard for you ? if it is , i understand. IT TAKES TYME.

dont you ever think you hurt me every single time ? i knw you sacrifise for me to win my heart back. but do you think i am that kind of gerl who forgive and forget ? no. i'll forgive you , but i wont forget what you've done to me. you told me to forget those fucking past you had done. but do you think i could ? it keeps haunting me. HAUNTING INSIDE MY FUCKING BRAIN! do you think i can ? do you think im strong enuf ? WHY CANT YOU JUST SEE IM HAPPY ? why cant you just go away ? why cant you just live me alone & lead your own life ? WHY CANT WE BE FRIENDS ?

i've told you from the strt , i want you to move on , i want you to forget me . i almost ignoring you. but yuu ask me to AT LEAST contact you & make yuu happy. i did, cause i still care. but why you keep CONTROLLING ME ? itts my life with whu i wanna be with now. with whu i wanna cntct with now. i know you are jealous. but just live you life without me anymore. cant you count its like 1 year's plus to 2 years i've been with yuu. take care of you . be there for you. listen to your problems. i care for you & etc. now you say you cant live without me ? YOU CAN ! YOU NEED SOME EFFORT ! understand ?!?!!

why when we are still together , you can contact her . why now WHEN IM SINGLE, you wanna control me ? cant you differentiate's it ? CANT YOU ? THINK! I NEED SOME SPACE. I NEED FREEDOM. when i told yuu to contact me as a friend. yuu ignore. yuu wanna be enemies. up to you , i follow your decision unless you are happy. MOVE ON BOY ! MOVE ON ! like i told you , we'll be back together when theres still hope for us. BUT NOW? theres no hope for me. so sorry. i wanna move on from the strt , but you didnt let me. whus fault ? so stop being childish. i dont want to hear any stupid thing you'll do after this. just take care of yourself. IM HERE SUPPORTING YOU ALWAYS , AS A FRIEND.






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