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my babe.
Thursday, February 11, 2010 Thursday, February 11, 2010
Im sorrry babyg's & etc , im not going tomorrow. baby make me pissed off every single day. & i dont think we're going this far away. i cant take it anymore , treating me like a piece off shitty. && yes, no valentine for me . & im pretty sure , my birthday this year gonna be bored !
day by day my feelings change. i feel like wanna slap baby & say infront of his face "i hate your fcuking attitude" yes ! thats what i wanna say . i really need hym real bad today but he not there for me. cause of why ? he ton with his friend yesterday. i knew this gonna happened. i really need hym to be by my side but his not there at all & i guess this is not showing his true love to me. so yeahh, i dont think his my prefect guy. i guess i wanna be the old liya. contacting other guy's , meet other guy's. i cant tolerate baby fcuking attitude.
if yuu read this, think. what yuu gonna do after this. cos i aint gonna talk to yuu after this. im still hurt. theres a pain in me. im alone needing yuu bt yuu dont care ? what fuck ?
*look down* , i appreciate your post baby. i love you but you hurt me many tymes.
sugarenny , she cool me down . thnks .
"hey love . u just relax urself kae. in relationship theres always ups and downs. so u just relax with everything that happen. nie sume cabaran untok korang due. ohkae love?"
& one more thing , i appreciate what baby dot fee say to me. im sorry if im not the old liya u used to know. im still loving you like how i used too (: mwahh!
I`m sorry for being to straight forward. that`s how i feel ): It`s okaay my love, whenever it comes to you, u`re always forgiven . I`m more of like "keep things by myself" . when things get too overwhelm, that`s when i`ll let it all out. that`s when the love i hold for you gets more and more pile up, and i can`t afford to lose you. i`ve been keeping quite till i can`t take it anymore . hmm ..Yeahhh . Okay . all i want is for you to be safe and to be happy . i wanna be the one who`ll be asking you " why are u crying ? are you okay ? are u doing well ? can i hug you ? can i say i miss you ? and definitely , i wanna meet you to share everything with you . i wanna be the one to tell you everythings gonna be okay, u`ll be fine. all i want is the best for you, for your future,for your life . i want you to be happily leading a successfull ife ahead with ur loved ones .that`s all . even if you wouldn`t hold the same love once u had for me, it doesn`t matter . i just want you to be stronq to face evrything with pride . never look down nor back down .we may be drifting apart, but my heart will forever link to urs .
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