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i promise myself that i wake up at 9.30 today but nehh , i wake up at 10.15. decided not to take that maths retest cause i knw im going to fail but ninicyner ask to try so i drag myself to the toilet & get changed. aiyohhh. boyfriend never go to school . same goes to apai. ishk!
i took 34 to tamp & 31 to simei. pookewak, walk in the bus , all around me are simei students. i was like weird in there. like usual , matreps here & there disturb me. i plug in the earpiece and act nothing happen. am i arrogant ? noo aye. lazy to entertain this kind of people. mum always say , gentleman guy will look smart , approach yuu with politeness. not acting samseng & the clothes are horrible (:
i ask ninicyner to wait for me at the bustop cos i dont want them to stare at me like they never see me before. yes im telling the fact's. greet nini, she with her friend,ayie i think. smoke ferst before take that maths retest. im facing nini while her friends are behind me,two of them. i never look at them as i dont know them. then nini say "liyaaa." i was like "ape ?" . she give me signal to look behind, when i turn around , nothing happens. i was blur. then nini told me that her friend wanna know my name. tak kan lah kao tk tawu nama ako kan nini? tk leh blg ke ? ishk! so i ignored.
go inside customer service, my heart beat faster. after my name has been called, i step inside the room. take my maths retest. nini took ferst than me. after the retest , i walk at nini . she say that she fail her maths retest & from there i knw that im going to fail to. so when my tun to get my result , i PASS ! i was like so happy & call my mum & boyfriend. i told jaja , zahari , cat & haikal too. so so happy lah liyaa but a bit upset for nini. she cry infront of me. try harder kay syg? im here. mum was proud of me. hahs! kay best uhh.
meet haikal outside ite simei while smoking. guy seats at the bustop and stare at me while smiling. i feel uneasy y'know. hanya allah saje yang tawu. i hate people staring at me , like something going on kan ? heart say "saket per ni jantan stare ako?" haha ! siaksiak. after haikal came, walk in , waited for nini friends ferst than after they walk off, decided to meet jaja at cafe 1 but theres alot of people , so i rather go cafe 2. i saw buddha , hazri & liyi (: had my lunch at cafe 2 (: meet zahari & isty for a while(:
then , proceed to amk police station with haikal. meet our parents there. nothing happen. just get this one fcuking shit paper. case still pending. me & haikal was like so fucked up. even our parents. we didnt do anything , why we involved ? haish !