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entries,
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im the kinda girl.
Sunday, October 18, 2009 Sunday, October 18, 2009
im soo feeling down today.

go play bowling with family & cuzin. i didnt play at all. i seat down there & keep quiet. i knw , father gonna talk about me to my cuzin. at ferst i heck care. but after his soo fucking attitude came, i walk off and seat inside the toilet. i cry. i cant take it anymore. it hurts me. luckily boyfriend call me & cheer me up. small cuzin & my small sis chase me & ask me to go out from the toilet. i dont want. i feel like taking a teksi back home or just meet boyfriend at sengkang.

but mum came & talk to me. she ask me to go out. so indeed i go out & seat alone looking at the people play bowling. i just had $2 with me & i bought one cup of tomyam noodles & warm myself down. im so stupid to follow parents today. i rather stay at home & watch tv. careless me.

big sister seat with me. & she say "dah lah. tkmu nangis. ayah mmg gtu. mulut laser." so yesh! im trying to cool down myself. thnks anw. (:

after bowling, went to jalan kayu & had our dinner. i order myself one chicken rice black pepper. & i keep myself silence. i dont have a mood to talk to anyone. so cruel of me. my cuzin say "tkmu lah sad sad, nanty muke macam monyet." my god. i just reply with my smile. if only father didnt show his fucking attitude, i wont acting like that. i hate him ! ):

bye.






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